hari dan tarikh .

aku maseh membilang hari .
ternyata sukar melupakan kau .
genap lapan bulan .
lapan bulan jika kami maseh bersama .

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aku dah ucapkan perkara yang aku tak nak ucapkan at dia .
aku cakap jangan pernah muncul lagi dalam hidup aku .
dan aku rasa dia takan lagi .
aku perlu dia .
maseh perlu dia .
aku tak kuat .
tapi aku akan terus mencuba .

maafkan aku kerana terlalu lemah .maafkan aku kerana tidak
maafkan aku kerana semuanya .
im FAKE and that is really me .

terimalahh . hayatilah ,
polaroid by yuna .

" I'm calculating what's left inside me
When everything I left were my life and my dreams
And every time you were proud of what you were not
This is the truth and it'll be a history

I gave you everything, I gave up my life and they were all for you,
you've ruined everything!
I gave you everything and I gave up my life
And they were all for you! (And they were all for you)

I wonder what went wrong, it became like this
when I'm not pretty sure (No, I'm not pretty sure)
After all the crossings we've been through,
it's not suppose to be like this. Why?
And every time you're fucking proud of what you're not
I hate the truth but still it'll be a history

I swear you will know this somehow
Before it's too late and dies
Realities are so complicated
I wish to see the truth shines brightly in your eyes

It's even for me, and even for you
Just try to understand…
You and me, yeah I remember,
Look how we were meant to be! "

aku sanggup tinggalkan citacita demi dia .
aku sanggup tinggalkan sifat sosial aku untuk dia.
kami membina harapan bersamasama.
masa depan bersamasama.
aku isterinya dan dia suamiku .
this i promised him .
but his promises were broken .

i realized .

there is no more YOU and ME anymore .
plans changed .

i should have hold you tightly when our hands were slipping away . but it is too late now .

" i gave you everything and i gave up my life...and they were all for you .. "